I'll leave the music pick to you guys. But I debated between these three songs for ArHi's slow dance and I couldnt pick one to post...so I'm posting all three! But my personal fav for their situation is linked as a youtube video in the beginning of the chapter.
Heart's Content:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TJdkEpSYEBM
There are the Moments:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BLki_8q-LLA
*Blue = Arnav's inner monologue/thoughts*
*Pink = Khushi's inner monologue/thoughts*
Arnav and Khushi moved in synchronization with each other
and with the music. Arnav looked at her
nervously, while she looked back at him oozing confidence. It wasn’t typical that Arnav Singh Raizada
felt nervous but the woman in front of him seemed to be looking through him
with her intense gaze.
In some distant part of his mind, he was still sorely
aware that he hadn’t said a word to her.
He was sure that she noticed this too.
How could she not? Who doesn’t
notice it when someone goes all quiet around you? And the way she was looking at him right, he
knew that she was waiting for him to say something. It was almost as if she was trying to read
his mind to see why he wasn’t saying anything, or rather what he couldn’t say.
She studied him keenly.
Up close, she noticed that he hadn’t changed that much. The same face, the same haircut, the same
complexion. The only two changes were
the tired and sad eyes, and the absent smile.
His hand on her back was exceptionally warm. She felt as if he would burn her skin where
he touched her. His questioning yet
distant glance was making her jittery.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” She said at last, unable to take the awkward
silence.
“Like what?” Arnav
blurted and then cursed himself.
Like what. Like what?!?
You meet your best friend...the woman you love...after three long years
and the first words you say to her are ‘like what?’ Kill yourself Raizada.
“Like...like you’re trying to see someone else instead of
me.” She answered back.
The corners of his lips lifted into a small smile.
Did someone nudge
me on my sternum or was that my heart trying to jump out? Khushi swallowed.
“Maybe because I am...”
He paused. “You’ve changed, quite
a lot.”
“You’re the one to talk!”
Khushi raised an eyebrow challengingly.
“Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada, the sharp, ruthless businessman, known for his
arrogance and temper?”
Arnav’s jaw clenched minutely and Khushi regretted her
words for a second. Arnav knew what
changes had come forth in his personality.
He wasn’t particularly proud of the fact but he couldn’t help it. There was too much frustration and anger
within him and it had to be directed towards something or someone.
“Khushi...I was talking about the way you dress and carry
yourself.” Arnav dismissed her
comment. “I mean...the last time I saw
you in an evening gown was at prom.”
Khushi shrugged.
“I guess the old wardrobe got lost somewhere along the line when I was
trying to at least look like a
doctor. Can’t really be going out there
to treat patients in sweats now, can I?”
“And the butterfly tattoo? I thought medical professionals frown upon
tattooed colleagues.” Arnav stated non-chalantly
but secretly wondering why she had gotten it.
The anchor tattoo on her hand was to represent his and her
friendship...the butterfly tattoo......it couldn’t have anything to do with NK,
could it?
Khushi gave him a smile and he swallowed to keep his
throat from constricting. Her smile
still did wonders to him. It was like a
bright ray of sunshine on a gloomy day.
“I got it after my first week at medical school. Remember how Bauji used to call me
‘titaliyaa’?” Khushi chuckled. “I’d finally begun my journey to the dream
that he’d seen for me...so I got a tattoo as a symbol of that beginning...”
Arnav visibly relaxed, making Khushi wonder why the
sudden change in his posture. Her mind
instantly tried to form the reasons he must have come up with for her tattoo.
“And...I think it’s just a stereotype....” Khushi shrugged gently. “The whole deal with doctors with tattoos...in
any case...my tattoos are concealed, so it doesn’t matter.”
Tattoos? Plural?
But the anchor on her hand isn’t concealed.... Arnav’s brows knit together in confusion.
“The one on your hand is visible.” He blurted out his thought.
“That’s the only one that’s not hidden...all the others
are...and most of the time, we have gloves on anyway...” she said as if it’s
the most obvious fact in the world.
“All others?”
Arnav stopped moving and raised an eyebrow. Exactly, how many did she have??
Khushi squinted at him.
Surely, one of the other four friends of theirs would have mentioned
things to him...why was he acting so aloof?
He was questioning as if trying to verify whether or not she was the
same Khushi he knew. So she had changed
a little but so had he!! Why the hell
was he making things weirder than they already were?
Calm down Khushi. Calm down.
Deep breath in...And breathe out.
Think of your happy place. You’re
in a dance studio. You’re rehearsing for
your performance. There’s a plate of
jalebi and a can of coke sitting on the table for you after. Your exams are done and it’s a beautiful day
outside! Life is good.
“Including the one we got together...I have five...” Khushi started moving again, breaking him out
of his frozen state. This whole
conversation was so damned ridiculous!
“I can’t believe that of all the things we could talk
about, you’re focusing on tattoos...I mean...I’m sure you have interesting
stories for me from the fashion world...”
She wiggled her eyebrows.
Arnav smile widened a tad bit. “You’ve picked up an accent...” He said, finding a topic to jump to, eager to
learn more about her and the changes in her from the last three years. The more she talked, the more obvious her
newly adapted accent became. He has
heard this before...where?
“I know...” Khushi
chuckled. “Payal and Anjali mentioned
it...”
“I’ve heard it before but I can’t place a finger on
it...” He admitted after a few seconds
of deliberation.
Khushi scoffed and looked irritated as she held his
gaze. “Really Arnav...were you always
this....this...stupid? I mean...isn’t it
obvious what accent it is considering where I’ve been for the past three
years?” She was, indeed, getting
irritated now.
“I don’t know where you were.” He bit out, taking her by surprise. Unreasonable, he knew. She wasn’t blaming him or anything. His was just his frustration at himself
getting the better of him.
This time, Khushi stopped moving and looked at him with
widened eyes. “What?”
Arnav dragged in a deep breath. “I don’t know where you were all these
years...Di and them never told me and I never asked. So no...I can’t tell what accent you’ve
picked up. Maybe I have always been this
stupid because I can’t seem to figure things that are fairly obvious but
apparently I can’t help that. So if you
would please excuse my inability to recall a freaking accent.” He said in one breath, sounding a lot like
ASR than Arnav.
He closed his eyes and willed himself to calm down.
FUCK!! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! He reprimanded himself mentally.
He can’t be channelling his bottled up frustration and
anger at her. It wasn’t her fault. Yes, they desperately needed to talk things
out but this was hardly the place or the time for it. He could feel her eyes on him and he could
tell that she was still surprised. By the new information or by his tone and
anger...he didn’t know.
He looked at her, apologetic for his slip of control over
his temper. “I’m sorry...I didn’t mean
to be rude...” He smiled awkwardly at
her. “I just proved the media right
again about my temper, didn’t I?”
Khushi forced a smile and started moving to the beat
again. She lowered her eyes to the floor
for a couple of seconds before looking back up at him. She took a deep breath in and sighed. The only way to make this easier was to keep
talking because clearly, silence only amplified the tension.
“The accent is Australian.” She said in a small voice. “I’ve been in Sydney for the past three
years...”
You would have
known if you had replied to my damned emails!! She wanted to scream but she held herself in
time.
She was here for Anjali and Rohan’s wedding. She wasn’t going to create any scenes,
especially tonight. She would find
another appropriate time to demand answers from him and to answer his
questions, which she knew he had. She
could see the wheels turning in his head, producing question after
question. She was dreading this
conversation with him...whenever it happened...it was not going to be easy.
“You haven’t picked up the Indian accent though.” Khushi changed the topic awkwardly, trying to
put the spotlight on him instead of herself.
Arnav looked amused at her statement. “I travel a lot...meetings and
conferences.”
Silence befell them then.
Khushi scanned the crowd for NK and saw him dancing with the girl Anjali
had introduced earlier as Lavanya. She
continued to look around, trying her best to ignore looking at Arnav because
for the life of her, she couldn’t come up with something more to say. Her treacherous eyes moved back to his face,
however, when they didn’t find purchase on anything interesting.
It was futile to try and avoid the elephant in the
room. Maybe talking about it will help?
Damn, I need a
coke...or Jalebi...Khushi sighed internally.
“I never thought things would be so awkward between
us.” Her voice was barely above a
whisper as she finally addressed the obvious tension albeit reluctantly. What if he wasn’t feeling awkward? What if it was just her??
His expression became sad, his eyes weary and
guilty. “So you noticed it too? I thought I was imagining things.”
“It's too obvious to ignore or imagine, Arnav.”
A few seconds passed as they searched each other’s face
for some hint or something...anything that could help ease things
between them.
“What happened to us?”
He asked painfully. The question
was eating away at him and he just had to
put it out there. Maybe she knew the
answer. Maybe she could put him out of his misery for a few seconds.
Khushi, however, felt a wave of anger build up. She hated being unaware of things, she hated
being blindsided...and that’s exactly how she felt right now. She was given bits of information by the
others through emails but there wasn’t much to put together to complete the
puzzle. The puzzle of what happened with
them, what happened to Arnav. And he was
asking her what happened after he was the one who started playing the
whole ignoring games and aloofness and lying and betraying??
“You tell me, Arnav!” She shot bluntly. “What the fuck happened?” She didn’t sound ladylike at all, but she
could give a flying monkey’s ass at the moment.
Arnav looked at her for a few long seconds, taken
aback. He was expecting the questions,
of course. He knew she would ask
eventually. He didn’t expect it to be so
soon, though. He hadn’t even had a
chance to plan out how or how much to tell her.
Where exactly to begin? Should he
ask his questions first?
Neither had to say anything further, however, because
Akash poked his cousin in the back, grinning foolishly.
“No hogging the lady...”
Akash winked at an annoyed Arnav and held out his hand for Khushi. “May I mademoiselle?”
Arnav threw Akash a dirty look while Akash looked back at
him sheepishly. Khushi’s eyebrows rose a
little higher on her forehead as she watched the two brothers amusedly. Well, there was something that she hadn’t
expected. Akash looking almost scared of his cousin brother?? Khushi had the feeling that if she accepted
Akash’s offer, Arnav would get angry.
She didn’t want to be the reason for a brawl between two brothers!
Luck came to Khushi’s aid and the soft song faded out,
giving way to another techno track.
Within seconds, the dance floor was trembling with the vigorous steps of
various individuals. Anjali, Rohan, and
Payal joined Arnav, Khushi, and Akash.
Arnav and Akash were still staring at each other, one angry and the
other sheepish, when NK and Lavanya joined the group.
Akash’s audacity to try and take away Khushi from Arnav
was forgotten immediately as Arnav’s eyes zeroed in on NK’s hand on Khushi’s
back. Exactly where his own hand was
moments before Akash had interrupted.
Arnav’s hands clenched into fists and his jaw clenched tightly.
Anger bubbled up in him once again and without a word to
anyone, he walked away, joining Aman at the bar. He held on to his glass of ‘Manhattan’
tighter than necessary, threatening to shatter the crystal. If his knuckles were protesting, it was
nothing compared to the effort the glass was putting in to not shatter in the
hands of this man.
The more frustrating part was that he didn’t know what
exactly he was angry at. Himself for
what he’d done to Khushi? At that bitch
who was the reason behind their fight before she left? At Akash for interrupting their
conversation? At NK for keeping his
hands on Khushi more than necessary? At
Khushi for being alright with NK touching her?
Or at Khushi for being perfectly herself after these years whereas he
had turned into an angry blob of mass?
“Easy on that ASR, you’ll hurt yourself.” Aman tried to pry the glass out of Arnav’s
hand.
Arnav’s hearing senses were on a hike while his visual
senses were working over-time. He was
keenly observing Khushi and a certain Nakul Kohli. Every time he saw them, an uneasy feeling
nagged at him, as if trying to point something out. Only...he couldn’t. He’d already grown tired of seeing that man
with his Khushi. He didn’t want to dwell
too much on what their relationship was.
Khushi had said he was a friend.
At that precise moment, the man in question, NK, walked
up to the bar counter and slid in the little gap between some woman and Arnav.
“Hey...a Jack Rose cocktail, please.” NK smiled kindly at the bartender.
Arnav snorted. Jack Rose cocktail?? What are you?
A twenty year old girl? Might as
well order a damn pina colada. Arnav smirked triumphantly at the feeble
excuse of an insult. The things jealousy
makes you do.
The rude sound caught NK’s attention but his expression
turned friendly when he saw Arnav.
“Oh hey! How come
you’re sitting here? Aren’t all your
friends on the floor?” NK acknowledged
Arnav with a friendly thump on the shoulder.
Arnav’s head snapped around to look at that insolent
man’s offending hand on his shoulder. He
willed his eyes to spew fire and reduce the man’s hand to cinders but it didn’t
work. That irritated him even more.
“I don’t dance.”
Arnav spat coldly, shoving NK’s hand off of his shoulder as gently as he
could manage.
NK twitched his lips, half in annoyance, and half in
amusement. Arnav’s irritability amused
him but his hostility towards him, NK felt annoyed about. What the hell was that about, anyway? Why Arnav seemed to obviously dislike him,
was beyond NK. Of course, NK hadn’t
missed Arnav’s insulting snort when he had ordered the drink, but he wasn’t going
to go there. He wasn’t going to comment
on it. He had only met these people
today and it wasn’t prudent to get in the bad books of any of Khushi’s friends. He would be the better man here and continue
to be friendly towards this jerk called Arnav Singh Raizada.
Arnav raised his hand up to run it through his hair in a
frustrated gesture when NK’s eyes landed on the anchor tattoo on the man’s
hand. Never mind. Change of plans. If Arnav was going to get on NK’s nerves,
then NK would do the same.
“Not even for your best friend?” NK smirked.
Arnav looked at him, clearly surprised. NK jerked his chin towards Arnav’s hand which
now rested on the bar counter.
“Khushi told me the story behind the tattoo.” NK explained with a shrug.
“Seems like she has talked about me quite a lot.” A smug expression settled on Arnav’s face.
Ha! Raizada-1,
Kohli- 0. Arnav smirked to himself.
“Not really...Just when I asked about the tattoo and
every now and then your name slips in the conversations about your pranks and
stuff.” NK looked over his shoulder and
glanced at the group of people that surrounded Khushi.
“You said you don’t dance?” NK looked at Arnav challengingly. “But you were dancing with Khushi a few
minutes ago.” NK chuckled.
“I was trying to get a few moments with her to catch
up. That’s it.” Arnav’s eyes flashed.
How dare he question me about what I do or don’t
do?
“Oh. Yeah...” NK looked thoughtfully at Khushi and then
back at Arnav, who held his gaze with the confidence of ASR. “You two have a lot to catch up about.”
Arnav frowned.
What the hell is that supposed to mean??
“What do you mean?”
Arnav blurted. Something about
NK’s statement had touched a sore spot and there was no stopping his queries
anymore. It had suddenly made Arnav very
restless. Something about the way NK
said it...something about the tone...something that was like a splinter under
his skin. He hated it.
“I told you I’ll get my drink, NK...” Khushi walked up to them, interrupting the
conversation.
Moments ago, Khushi had seen NK and Arnav at the bar,
talking. She’d nearly had a heart attack
then. Here she was trying to keep NK out
of the lion’s mouth but no...NK was willingly trying to get himself
killed. She had rushed over to interrupt
their conversation as soon as possible, mainly because Arnav looked like he was
ready to break NK’s jaw! With NK’s
unfiltered chatter and Arnav’s impatience and dislike for him, the outcomes of
a “conversation” between the two would definitely be disastrous.
“I just thought I’d order it for you...it should be ready
any minute.” NK smiled widely and moved
a little to his side so that Khushi could take her spot between the men, acting
as a barrier.
As if on cue, the bartender slid the drink towards NK,
who in turn pushed to towards Khushi.
Arnav felt like an idiot now. So
he had ordered the drink for Khushi...great.
and here he was, forming stupid insults in his mind because NK had ordered
what’s known as a feminine drink.
You’re ridiculously
stupid, Raizada. If not your age, at
least act like the freaking businessman you are! Why give this man so much importance? Focus on Khushi. Khushi. Your Khushi. Focus, Raizada, Focus Dammit!
Khushi sipped on her cocktail quietly and slowly, buying
herself time, trying to delay the moment where she would have to say something. None of them spoke and Aman, who had been a
silent spectator to NK and Arnav’s word exchange, just looked at them as if
waiting for an explosion. Seeing the
expression on Arnav’s face, it couldn’t be far away.
Never in her life had Khushi been in such an awkward
position.
Get used to it
Khushi...it’s about to get worse. A
sigh escaped her involuntarily and both men turned their heads to look at
her. She shook her head sideways in
response to their questioning gaze. She
just wanted this evening to be over. She
wanted some alone time, some distance from Arnav, some distance from NK, some
distance between NK and Arnav, and
above all, a good night’s sleep.
NK shifted from one foot to the other, visibly
uncomfortable. He hated being in awkward
situations and this was Awkwardness personified. Besides, he didn’t know what the hell the
matter with this Arnav character was but the man was freaking strange.
“I’m just...gonna make a call...yeah...I’ll make a call!” NK excused himself, leaving Arnav and Khushi
standing with Aman, who was still observing slyly, trying to make sure Arnav
didn’t catch him.
“She looks so happy...”
Khushi noted genuinely as she observed at Anjali dancing and laughing
wholeheartedly. The way she looked at
Rohan with pure love and joy made Khushi’s heart clench in longing.
Arnav followed her gaze and couldn’t help but smile. “Yeah...she’s happier now that you’re here
though...I know she hid it well but she was pretty upset until you showed up.”
“I wouldn’t have missed her wedding for anything...I
promised them I’d be with them through every ritual.” Khushi looked at him and
smiled. Arnav gave her a genuine smile
as well. The smile faded as soon as a
familiar voice reached his ears.
“Hey baby...”
Lavanya drawled as she walked up to them at the bar. “Come...dance with me.”
“Enough Lavanya.
Stop irritating me.” Arnav looked
at her disapprovingly. The last thing he
needed was for Khushi to think that him and Lavanya were involved in any
manner.
“Ouch...that’s not very gentleman-like.” Khushi chuckled. She liked Lavanya. The woman was friendly and, just like Khushi,
loved to talk. A lot!
“Right? You would
think that for someone who’s so popular in the fashion world, he would have
better social skills.” Lavanya winked at
him, irritating him further.
“Maybe my presence is putting him off...” Khushi rolled her tongue into her cheek and
placed her glass back on the counter. “I’ll
catch you guys later.” Khushi winked at
Lavanya, and before Arnav could even form a reply, Khushi was gliding away and
into the crowd.
Now, what the hell
is that supposed to mean??? People have got to stop dropping these cryptic
little sentences around me and then walking away! Arnav fumed.
*
The rest of the evening, Khushi had spent trying to keep
NK and Arnav as far away as possible.
The last thing she needed right now was a brawl. She couldn’t have been more glad when the
party ended and they filed out of the hall and into the limo that would drive
them to the airport.
Arnav kept himself busy on the phone; however, his ears
were set entirely on the loud conversation going on in the car. He had gathered from the conversation that NK
and Khushi were classmates and colleagues.
Apart from studying together, they were students at some dance
school. Right now, they were talking
about some funny incident that happened during a practice.
They reached the airport and pulled out their respective
bags which contained a change of clothes.
Khushi pulled out her small duffle bag as well, making Anjali click her
tongue in annoyance.
“Dad has planned this so thoroughly...I mean...you have a
change of clothes and everything! I’m so
annoyed with him!” She whined, making
everyone else roll their eyes.
Khushi tugged at Rohan’s elbow and gestured him to slow
down as everyone made their way into the building.
“Can you make sure Arnav and NK stay as far apart as
possible while I’m gone?” Khushi
muttered.
Rohan sniggered in an attempt to control a laugh. “So you noticed it too? I’ve been worried about Arnav all evening...”
“Yeah, me too...but I’m worried about NK more than
Arnav...I mean, let’s be realistic...chances of NK getting hurt are higher. That lad
governor can be so unpredictable!”
Khushi sighed defeatedly. “I need
a coke.”
“I’m sure there’s some on the jet, Khushi...and don’t
worry...I’ll keep them away from each other...just...hurry up, will you?” Rohan glanced nervously at Arnav.
Khushi understood.
No matter how much one tried, once Arnav lost his temper, no one could
control him. She used to be able to, but
whether or not she’ll have that skill now, she didn’t know. NK didn’t like violence and so he wasn’t
likely to start anything but he couldn’t control his chatter. And his chatter would definitely annoy Arnav
to a dangerous extent.
“I’ll be back before you know it.” Khushi smiled at Rohan gratefully and sped up
to catch up with Anjali, Payal, and Lavanya.
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