When Arnav
walked into the house an hour before midnight, he found Khushi pacing back and
forth in the living room looking extremely worried. The phone was glued
to her ear and she was muttering something to herself. Arnav closed the
door behind him and walked towards her, his anger mounting. She turned to
him when she heard him approached and she flared instantly. She threw the
phone away carelessly and stomped up to him until they met each other halfway
through the living room.
"Where the
hell were you?" She demanded with a raised voice, looking worried.
"Do you know how worried we've been? Everyone else is out looking
for you! Why didn't you take any of our calls?"
"You didn't
answer mine either." He said flatly.
Confusion
skittered across her face. "When did you call?"
"When you
were on your date." Arnav bit out.
Her face went
blank. Expressionless. He hated when she did that. "I
wasn't on a date. Anjali and Payal told me what happened here. I
know that you know that they tricked me into it."
He grabbed her
by her shoulders and shook her.
"Why
didn't you just come home? Why the hell did you have to stay there?"
Arnav's fingers dug into her arms and she glared at him.
"Let go
Arnav. You're hurting me!" Khushi tried to wrench herself out
of his grip. When Arnav didn't move, Khushi put her hands on his chest
and pushed him away. "LET ME GO! What the hell is wrong with
you? Why are you so angry?"
His eyes flashed
for a quick second and Khushi's eyes shot daggers at him. This random
burst of anger from him made no sense at all. What the hell was this
about her not being allowed on a date while he brought girls
every other freaking month!
"Why didn't
you answer my calls?" He questioned her as if she hadn't spoken,
grabbing her arms again.
She glared at
his hands on her arms, put her hands against his chest and pushed once
again. For some reason, the fact that he even thought she would be on a
date without telling him infuriated her. She didn't want to have this
conversation with him at this moment. Not when he was irrationally angry
and she felt her own anger bubbling up. But the hint of anguish in his
eyes kept her rooted to her spot. For now.
"My phone
was dead! And I didn't leave because he's a friend." She said
as calmly as she could manage.
"He likes
you." Arnav stated clearly, once again as if she hadn't spoken.
"Yes, I
know. He told me." Khushi looked at him steadily.
Arnav's eyes
widened at her calm demeanour. Some man was out there and had feelings
for her...but she stayed there with him...on a date...and
entertained the idea?? He couldn't take that. Hell, he wouldn't
take that.
"And you
still stayed there? Do you like him, too?" Arnav clenched his
fists, secretly afraid of her answer. Please say no. Please
say no.
"Yes I like
him..." Khushi spoke calmly, making his heart stutter a beat.
"But not in the romantic sense. He's a good guy, Arnav. He
took it well when I told him that I don't feel the same way for
him." Khushi tried to calm him down by placing her hand on his chest
tentatively. She could see the storm brewing in his eyes.
"Are you
still friends with him?" His voice was icy.
"Yes."
"And you
think its right??" He yelled.
Khushi's pent up
anger exploded. Enough was enough. She never told him to dump a
girl she didn't like. She hated all them but she never asked him to stop
seeing them. Sure, he was her best friend but even he didn't have the
right to tell her what to do. Khushi was an independent woman and she
wasn't going to stand here and take crap from someone who clearly was out of
his senses thanks to his colossal temper.
"Why can't
we still be friends? Just because he likes me, I have to stop speaking to
the guy?? If he doesn't have an issue, if I don't have an issue I don't
see why you should!" Khushi yelled back.
He grabbed her
arms and crashed into his muscled chest. "Because you're
leading him on! He won't give up hope! He will try every chance he
gets to try and get you to feel the same way for him! You've made the
wrong decision!"
Khushi pushed at
him again and struggled to free herself. "Get the fuck off of me,
Arnav!"
Not paying any
heed to her, he held both hands in one of his and wrapped one of his arms
around her waist.
"You're not
going to be friends with him." He spoke with finality.
No one...and
that meant no one barks an order at Khushi. Her eyes
darkened with pure anger and she stopped moving. She looked at him
steadily and he knew in that instant that she would say something he wasn't
going to like.
"Would you
have said the same thing if this situation happened with us? Say I fell
in love with you and you didn't feel the same way...you'd stop being
friends? Say you fell in love with me and I didn't feel the same way,
then I should stop being friends with you?" She countered him.
"YES!"
He yelled back without thinking. She stood unfazed in front of him.
It was as if she had expected this answer.
He processed his
own words for a silent minute and then he pulled her into a bone crushing
hug. She stood idle in his hold and didn't hug him back. He
noticed. Khushi's mind was reeling around the one word answer he'd given
her.
I was
right. I was so right.
Khushi thought to herself.
"I'm sorry,
baby...I...I didn't mean that." Arnav closed his eyes, cursing
himself for his stupidity.
But he was too
late. The damage was done. Words are like arrows...once they are
shot out of the bow...you can't just take them back.
"Go to
sleep, Arnav. We'll talk tomorrow when you and I have calmed
down." She said before pulling out of the hug, turning on her heels
and walking into her room.
*
Arnav drank the
bitter liquid in one go and slammed the empty glass on the counter at the
bar. His eyes stung as his throat burned because of the alcohol.
"Three more
shots." He ordered the bartender in a slurred speech.
He took the
three shots as soon as they were placed in front of him. "Three
more."
Why is the
entire world trying to steal her from me? Why can't they see what she
means to me? Why can't she see what she means to me? Sure, I haven't put it in
words for her but she can tell by the way I treat her, can't she? No one
sees it. They wouldn't have tricked her into going to that date
otherwise!
Arnav gulped
down another vodka shot.
I love her,
dammit!
Another
shot. More alcohol. More anger. More hurt.
Why is
everyone blind to the fact? Why can't anyone see how much effort I've
been putting in to get her to feel the same way? Why can't Di understand
that I've been bringing home all those girls to make Khushi feel even a tad bit
jealous? Why doesn't Khushi feel jealous? She's not bothered in the
slightest about it. Why can't she just react the way I want her to?
I got jealous today when I heard about her stupid date with that stupid
guy...why doesn't she get jealous? Just show the slightest hint of
jealousy Khushi...just once. That's all I need. At least when you
get jealous, I'll know you have some feelings for me. But you never get
jealous. Ever.
Arnav downed the
last shot angrily.
She doesn't
feel jealous because she doesn't love me. I'm her best friend...and
that's it. But I won't give up...I'll continue bringing girls home until
she gets jealous. I'll continue being her best friend until she's ready for me
to be more than that. I can't give up...I love her. I'll continue
masking my feelings. She can't find out now...she'll leave if she finds
out. When I'm sure she feels the same way about me, I'll tell her I love
her. I'll tell her that she's everything to me. I'll tell her she's
only mine.
Arnav sat
staring at the numerous shot glasses in front of him, his thoughts revolving
around Khushi. The more he thought, the more dejected he felt. His
phone was vibrating in his pocket but even that went unnoticed by him.
"Why don't
you just tell her if you love her?" Some girl spoke to him.
He turned to see
her and realized that he didn't know her. He frowned when the girl swayed
in front of him.
"How do you
know I love her? Even she doesn't know." Arnav pouted.
The girl
giggled. "That's all you've been muttering for the past half an hour!"
"Stop
moving..." he pointed at her when he saw her swaying again, making her
chuckle and shake her head. He was so drunk that he didn't realize that
he was the one swaying and not her.
"Why don't
you just tell her?" The girl repeated her question.
"Because
she doesn't love me."
"So
what?"
"So...I
don't want to lose my best friend..."
"Ahh...is
this one of those situations where you fell in love with your best friend but
she doesn't love you back and you don't want to tell her because you feel like
once she finds out she'll stop being friends with you?" The girl
asked.
Arnav squinted
at the girl. "Are you a mind reader?"
The girl
giggled. This man was so drunk!
"No...I'm
not a mind reader but I went through this...if you ask me...I say tell
her. If she's going to stop being friends with you because of it, she's
just a plain bitch."
"NO!"
Arnav's anger spilled out at last. "Don't you...you can't...don't
you dare talk about her like that! Maybe you're a bitch and that's why
you think everyone else is a bitch!"
The girl was
taken aback at the man's outburst. She had only come over because she
found him hot. He was upset, lonely, and drunk...an easy target for a one
night stand. Now that she'd seen him lash out at her, all she did was
roll her eyes at him and walk away to the other corner of the bar.
The anger seemed
to have brought him out of his thoughts and he felt the phone vibrate in his
pocket. He fished it out with difficulty and answered it with even more
difficulty. The buttons didn't want to cooperate.
"Khushi!"
He drawled drunkenly into the phone.
"Where the
fuck are you?" She bit out. She was angry.
"How's your
boyfriend, Khushi?" Arnav chuckled.
He heard her
sigh on the other end of the line. "Arnav...where are
you?" Her tone was significantly calmer than before now that she'd
heard what state he was in.
"I...some
bar..."
"Which
bar?" Her voice sounded urgent.
"I...forgot."
Arnav frowned. He looked around the bar and then saw the bartender taking
away his shot glasses. "What bar is this?"
"Richard's
Cove." The bartender answered with raised eyebrows.
"Cove's
Richard." Arnav spoke into the phone.
"Arnav...listen
to me carefully...stay where you are. I'm coming to get you,
okay?" She talked to him in a tone one would use with a child.
"Okay
Khush! I won't move."
*
Half an hour
later, when a frantic Khushi walked into the bar with Akash on her tail, they
found Arnav sitting at the bar counter, twirling a small glass, his head leaned
on the counter. Khushi immediately rushed to him.
"Arnav?"
She shook his shoulder gently.
"Khush!
Hi!" Arnav's mood brightened right away.
"Let's go,
Arnav...get up." Khushi spoke sternly as she wrapped her arm around
his torso and started helping him up.
As Arnav threw
his arm around her, she staggered under the weight and looked over her shoulder
to see Akash paying the bartender. Together, Akash and Khushi helped
Arnav out to her car. Khushi fished his pockets for the keys to his
car. She tossed the keys to Akash. Akash helped Khushi get Arnav
seated in the car. He gave a weary look to his cousin and then looked at
Khushi.
"Don't
worry...I'll follow your car...I'll pull over if anything." Khushi
assured him as she got behind the wheel.
As planned,
Khushi drove right behind Arnav's car as Akash drove it home. They helped
Arnav all the way to the penthouse and the three were immediately surrounded by
three more people. Anjali, Rohan and Payal. Once they had Arnav
seated on his bed, Khushi told Akash and Payal to call it a day. The two
had been worried sick ever since Arnav's argument with them. Anjali
managed to convince Rohan to leave as well. The two ladies Arnav loved
the most fussed over him and tried to make him sleep. He kept his random
muttering on. Anjali and Khushi could make out bits of it and mainly it
had to do with Khushi. Anjali looked at Khushi guiltily.
"It's all
my fault..." she said, sounding broken.
Khushi shook her
head. "You know how protective he gets...don't worry about it.
He'll be back to normal tomorrow..."
"I'll make
him some pasta to eat...he's had too much to drink, he should eat
something." Anjali muttered more to herself than Khushi and left.
Anjali had just
closed the door shut behind her when Khushi heard Arnav hiccup. Thinking
he might throw up, she led him to the washroom. She sprinkled some water
on his face and that seemed to help him focus a little bit more. Taking
the liberty, Khushi splashed his face with cold water and led him back to the
bed, a face towel in her free hand. She wiped his face while he stared at
her.
"Khushi..."
He whispered lightly.
She shot him a
tearful glare. "Why do you do this to me, Arnav? You're going
to give me a heart attack one of these days."
One tear escaped
onto her cheek and Arnav frowned. He picked up the rolling tear onto the
tip of his finger and glared it.
"I hate
you...You're a stupid tear. Stay away from my Khushi." He
glared at the tear drop and looked back at Khushi who looked at him amusedly.
He leaned
dangerously close to her and Khushi felt her breath get lodged in her
throat. He pressed his lips to her cheek just where the tear was a few
seconds ago. He pulled back a little bit until the tips of their noses
were touching. Khushi kept her eyes closed as she felt his alcohol tinged
breath brush against her lips.
"You won't
leave me like Ma did, right?" He spoke in a heartbreaking voice.
Khushi's eyes
flew open. She saw the fear, the worry in his.
"No...I
won't..." she said breathlessly.
He smiled a
little and then his eyes lowered and focused on her lips. Khushi
swallowed a lump in her throat. Her eyes shut again when she felt him
move closer ever so slowly. Her heart roared ahead like a
jackhammer. Any second, his lips would touch hers. Any second, he
would kiss her for the first time ever and any second, their relationship would
change.
"Good...I
never want to let you go..." Arnav whispered.
Khushi braced
herself for the feel of his lips against hers but the feel never came.
Arnav pressed his lips on her cheek at the corner of her mouth. An
electric tingle ran up and down Khushi's spine regardless. Her hands
reached up to hold on to his shoulders. Even though he was the drunk one,
she felt like she would fall off the bed any moment. Even with her eyes
closed, she could feel herself swaying lightly. His hot breath lingered
along her jaw, down the side of her neck and then she felt his warm lips press
against her shoulder.
He tucked his
head into the curve of her neck and shoulder. The moment passed as soon
as it had come while he drifted off to sleep. His arms snaked around her
waist and he breathed out a contented sigh, feeling complete with her in his
arms.
*
Arnav opened his
eyes against the light and felt his vision blur momentarily. He
registered a headache and something soft and warm snuggled up to him. He
smiled as he figured out who it must be.
"How's your
head?" Her voice sounded somewhat angry.
"You're
awake?" He blurted.
Khushi lifted
her head up to look at him. "I've been awake for the past
hour..."
"Why didn't
you go, then?" He looked at her confusedly.
Khushi wiggled
in his arms and he realized that he was holding onto her in a vice like
grip. She couldn't have left even if she wanted to.
"Sorry..."
he said sheepishly, letting her go.
Khushi sat up
and stretched to loosen her stiff muscles. He sat up and then he finally
noticed the skull-splitting headache. With a sigh, Khushi stood up and
left. Arnav cursed under his breath as he recalled last night. His
last coherent memory was seeing Khushi in the bar. A couple minutes later,
Khushi returned with a glass of water and a painkiller in her hand. With
a glare on her beautiful face, she handed him the items without a word.
He obediently
took the medication and handed the glass back to her. She was about to
leave but he grabbed her hand and stopped her. He gently pulled her down
on the bed in front of him. He pulled the glass out of her hand and
placed it on the side table before taking both her hands in his.
"I'm
sorry." He whispered apologetically.
"For
what?" She said in a clipped voice. "For yelling at your
sister and your friends? For yelling at me because I was out for dinner
with a friend? For yelling at me for being friends with a guy who happens
to like me? For trying to control me? For barking orders at me as
if I'm some slave who is to do your bidding? For disappearing last night
and giving us a heart attack? For getting hammered? What exactly
are you sorry for?"
"I'm sorry
for hurting you." He looked up at her sheepishly, yet truly
apologetic. "I know you're right about everything you just said and
I know all of that has hurt you. And I'm sorry for that. I
just...you know how protective I feel towards you and...I just got worried when
I found out that you were on a date and you didn't even know. I was
worried that the guy might misbehave with you and I couldn't stand the fact
that I couldn't reach you...I took out all the temper on you and I shouldn't
have. I never meant to hurt you. I'm so sorry."
Khushi sighed
defeatedly. She couldn't stay angry with him more than a few
minutes. He always managed to make the anger dissipate with his words and
his stupid boyish expressions. Damn him!
She leaned in
and gave him a hug. "I swear if you disappear like that again, I
will kill you."
There was no
mention of the last bit of their conversation from last night. Khushi had
very carefully left that detail out. Clearly, he didn't seem to remember
that they'd almost kissed last night and she wasn't going to remind him.
Not when she feared that him knowing about it may cause issues in their
friendship.
*
As they sat down
at the dining table for lunch, Arnav had apologized for his behaviour to
everyone. Akash and Rohan had shrugged it off almost immediately, saying
that it wasn't a big deal but Anjali didn't think so. She was upset with
him.
The week
continued regularly, with no changes in any plans. Anjali's behaviour
towards Arnav had gradually returned to normal. As the ladies' last dance
class approached, Arnav had been feeling restless but he didn't let it
show. He didn't want to end up shouting at his Di, Payal, and Khushi
again. More than that, he didn't want to accidentally admit what he felt
for her and risk losing her over it. As usual, he would continue
labelling his feelings as friendship' in front of the world and he would
continue his mission in trying to make Khushi jealous.
Little did he
know that his mission had succeeded years ago.
No comments:
Post a Comment
Penny for Your Thoughts?...What Do You Think?